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Monday, November 10, 2014

Caught in his web (rewritten)


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I feel bad, when a person does not have any friend in the classroom. It just sad, I look at him. Always alone, I feel guilty and I approach him. We have become best friend, three of us. He always told me his stories as I tried to not make him feel awkward. I understand his feeling.

But, I should not do that on the first place. My body and instinct already give me false alarm. But, why does my heart does not listen to them? I fall in love or I'm just somebody property once I make a contract with him?

One thing about him, he is generous with his smile. I hate him. I can sense it, he really is dangerous. I should have warned myself earlier. If not, I could be free. Free from his dangerous love, attention and others. I have caught his attention. All, I want is to keep low my profile.

"You're mine", he stroke my hair, I could feel his gentle but, my body is trembling as he approach me.

"You know, I have done many trick for you. It's like 1% chances you give it to me, but, I like risky things. I took the chances, you could say I won this battle", he smirk.

"You've caught in my web"




"So, how many people in our group?", Mr. Aki ask our class.

"3 groups", Isamu said, showing his 3 finger to our teacher.

"Okay", he said and looked around. Make them as  your group member glare..

"Yuuto, can you go to their group? Can you?", he pleaded.

I sat in front of him. I put my poker face. But, inside I'm crying. Why him? Isn't enough for you to torture me with giving me more boys.
 Wait ! I want girls in my group not boys. No! I want girls! Argh ! I want girls. Great thanks teacher, That's great!~
I just gave him a glare from the back. I hate boys!
Suddenly, he turned his face to me and smiles at me. Charming? No, I hate the feeling like I'm being attack. That's kind of sick. Btw, I'm known for my all-girls-school as scary and bad temper. Even though that's not true, I don't mind. Well, he got the courage to look at me, like into my eyes! He dares to look at me. Darn.

I forgot when our meeting as I didn't him my contact number. I don't like giving my number to guys. As I start worrying and asking those bitches, and asking me dumb question. As I want to get his phone number. My phone rang and I looked at the screen, unrecognized the number I open it. The text was said:

'Hey, It is me Yuuto. About our project, Lets’ meet at the student's studies place around at our headquarters. Meet us around 5 o'clock'

I was speechless, I replied and said ok. I go to my dorm and lay. I'm kind of exhausted. I arrive a little too early. So, I was wondering my new college, it's not huge just big enough for the residence and studies place there. I'm getting anxious, as they didn't show up. What the hell man, so, this is what they said, man with his words. Thanks for showing me, man. Darn.
After that we start our meeting, luckily, there's many student there, jogging and chatting with their friends. While me, stuck with these people. That's suck. I'm not comfortable with boys, So when they are talking like, his lips sync. So, I took out my book and wrote something as they keep discussing. Great, one saying, one wrote the points and one looking at the book, just wrote what's important. My brain has stopped functioning.
But, I notice. He always look at me, whenever, I attempt saying my opinion. What worst was he always looked straight into my eyes. I will avert my eyes to other place. I know, he notice it, because as I watch the ball I talking to him at the same time. Blame my shy. I can see from my side, he look at the same place I was looking but don't know what is it. I said to avoid him confuse, thinking I have crush with the player, well. His is wrong.

"I just like to watch that ball", I tried to control my breathing. I could hear my heart beating faster.
Darn, I hate this feeling. I must talk to him, to avoid awkward moment. I feel sorry. I laugh awkwardly. I must say, I’m a bit charming and unique. I think. I’m not that princess ladylike. That’s not me, but I had that everyone does not have.

Eventually, I have friend, not that good friend, literally just stranger that always stick around with me. I’m fine with it because I hate her too. Fair and square there. We become trio friend. He always sticks around with us. I found that he clung with us. I’m friend with him because boys don’t want to stick around with him. Like I care, I feel pity for him that’s all.

But, I must admit, he has that generous heart, patiently stay with us, also, he accompanied us to the ATM. Talk with us, like everything, that’s something I don’t care. Gentlemen, he is. I admit it, he a bit charm there. Whenever, he bought something, he will show us. Especially, when he bought sports shoes.

Lately, he has been wearing this perfume. Is he trying to seduce me of what? I’m scared when thinking of that. Is he trying to pull my leg? I don’t get it. He almost drown me with that fragrance. That time, I didn’t realize. I have been caught one of his web.

He pull me with his prank, I was shock. I didn’t know. I asked my friends, I was totally caught off guard. They looked pissed off(the girls). He apologized and laughing. Darn, how could he done that, I barely known him. I asked my fake friend but instead she ignored me. I just ignore and keep on talking to her.

Without me knowing, he has been watched me. It send chill down to my spine.
I can sense it, luckily I always messed up with fashion. I looked like a homeless people, I’m fine with it way to go sis!

I sense it, whenever I tried to talk with other boy, he doesn’t seem pleasant. Always avert his eyes and mumble under his breath and clenched his fist.

When I was caught with unexpected situation he will stand beside me and help me. I appreciate that. One day, one of the boys trying to hit on me by standing beside me. He feel threatening and push him a little and stand beside me.

“Thanks” I said almost whisper and looked down.

“Not at all”, his lips curled up and form a small smile.
“If there anything you want, I’ll try my best to do it. So, do you have any wish?”, I asked. I should say that.

Be mine, he tone was different. He was dead serious.
I was so shock. Almost feel like I didn’t take a breath for a moment. I laughed to cover that.

“You always make a joke. Nice one there”, I said and looked around. Luckily, the teacher has arrived.
I took a glance and I couldn’t hear his voice but I could read his lips movement.

One day youre mine and Im will make that to happen

He looked up and smile at me. I run and hug my friend. Terrified, that’s the best emotion I could feel.

I manage to run away, staying my fake friend and talking bullshit. She doesn’t understand me. Well, I just watch people weakness man. I’m mean.
After a long months, stop talking with him .I take the chance to go around my college. It’s pretty old and the maintenance there was sucks. Well, my luck doesn’t go anywhere. World sure is small. I meet all of them in the tennis court. Darn, my favorite place. I ran, they notice me and call my name. I hate it! They didn’t call me. Not once.

I took the step to faced my fear and walk towards the tennis court, they on the second court, the first court had been competition among the lecturers. I like the way they sung the tennis racket and smashed it. I saw him. He sat on the judges’ chair. He climbed down and look sat me behind bars. Tilt his head like a puppy and keep on looking at me.
 I felt anxious because I know he was looking at me because behind me there was no one. Not a slight figure. My heart beats harder I turn the volume as I was hearing Animals by Maroon Five. I dare looked at him, to make him look away instead he keep on looking at me. I gave up and wave awkwardly at him, give a little smile.
He confirm who I am, and wave back at me. I turn my face and focus on the game. Maybe because I was carried away with the game, I let out a small moan as my groups I cheer lose.
 For instant, I taught he will walk away and focus on our leader games. Instead, the court door gave a small crack sound, he step his foot outside the field. I was scared, I keep on praying he did not climbed the stare. I saw his lips moved, he was talking to me. I didn’t hear, I walk weakly to him and unplugged one of my earphone and talk to him.

“ I’m sorry, what did you say?”, I asked him and go near the stairs.

“…”, he lips mumble something as his soft voice talking to me. I was so frustrated and I press the stop button.

“Sorry what’s it?”, I said, stand in front of him, higher than him as he climbed the stairs.

“Where’s Yuuki?” he asked. I know, he was asking something before that question.

“S-She’s no here”, I replied, shuttered by his sudden question. Now, he was standing in front of me. I kept the distance. One week off and I back to my normal self, couldn’t adapt with boys.

“hmm..?”, still asking, wasn’t satisfied with my answer. Gave me the innocent eyes, pleaded to further explanation, he keep close the distance I gave to him. I was paranoid with his sudden presence. I could not avert my eyes as I think I could lost to him.

“She’s not with me”, I have to lie, if I said I walk alone could make our conversation further. Like my grumble roommate always bugging with my personal life. I looked down for a split second my body starting to trembles, sweat filled my body, as fear embraced me,  I tried looking tough in front of him as I looked straight to his eyes. I was surprise. I almost can hear his mind.

“How is your study?”, he asked me.  Doesn’t please with my deadpanned answer and my actions, he grab my hand, he know my tactics.

“I’m OK”, I said, trying to release my hand. He pulled my hand, involuntarily my body move to his.

 I gasp as I heard his words. For a moment, I taught my heart stop beating. His soft voice, speak intimidate to me, right to my ear.

“I miss you”, he cheeks rub mine and bit my ear. I was too scared my body with his sudden action.

“Stop.. H-hel-help..” I tried to shout. He closed my mouth. His eyes pierce to mine. I could feel his aura changed. He tried to control his temper.

Its my wish. I want to you to be mine. Please keep quite or  people might hear you..”, he look around. He pulls me near the tutorials room and pushed me to one of the room. His pushed makes me fall and hit the tables and chair. I tried to stand up but he was too fast.

Its just you and me now, his face getting closer to mine, I turn other side.

He smirked and kissed my ear, down to my cheek. I tried to push with the girl power. I clenched my hands. My face heated up and tears start to form. I tremble. I looked around to find an object to hit him. He pulled my face, force me to look at him. I try to resist it. I push his hand and slap him. To make him rational, I kick him on the balls and escape from him. I run towards the door and twist the door knob.

“The door won’t open. It’s locked from outside”, he stand up and smile at my action.

To my horror, he is standing beside me, hug me and whisper.

No one should bother us anymore. Also, that slap and kick you give there. It really hurts. Theres a little punishment a wait for you, he kiss my cheek.
I turn around and ready to give some, he hand locked my hand and pressed it against the wall.

Tsk tsk tsk not this time. Its my time now, he kissed my lips, pressed it harder to stop me from shouting. Tears rolls down my cheeks.
I have been caught by his web. My mistakes, I got caught by his web.


-The end-
Thank you for reading my boring story ~ ^^ sorry that i wrote something ordinary ~

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