Mistake

Why is it the world turn darker and darker as I try to learn something new?

Why?

I'm not sure honey

I will lose myself one day,

The path that i took is at stake or more like at the edge ~

I'm sorry ~

What have I done?

This whole semester is totally ruin 

God know the best of me...

He knew …

While, me…

I don't know what's ahead before me...

Waking up

I wake up and saw all my brother eyes are swollen, tears keep on forming from their eyes, hands that keep on clutching my hand,

They are all shaking and keep shouting my name, calling doctors and nurse, the miracle occurred, they seem relieve

I smile at them, yet I don’t feel the happiness in it.

They keep apologize on their mistakes and will remake of what they have done, I just nodded and feeling tired, I excuse myself to go to sleep.

Every one hour, each of them will wake me, worried face shown when I didn’t wake up, frantically will called others.

I just smile weakly.

Haitus Mood ~

I'm sorry for not being able to write any of my ongoing fanfic ~

^^ well everyday is a challenging here ~~