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Monday, August 10, 2015

Seekers

Author note : It's totally and purely from my brain and imagination, totally fiction and doesn't have anything to do with the living or death.
also, the title was totally random!
Warning the content doesn't have heart warming content and pretty messy!
Thanks for take your time and read it tho ^^ appreciate it a lot !

"young child, what would you like to play?", softly a hand shake my body gently.

Sophia,my maid sit next to my bed and give a warm morning with her sweet smile.
i juts look at her and keep staring at her,
her oval face, her big almond eyes dazzling me, and her thin rose lips curve upwards.
her long brown hair braid on her left side make her look even more prettier than her usual pony tail.
wearing our long maid outfit with red and white combination color, perfectly outstanding and look rich even for her to wear it, because it was tailor and invest with the quality cloth.


she pat gently my head, her smile still stick on her face, showing a small dimple on her right cheek.
"Wake up, another day to having fun with this lovely maid of yours", she pull my body to sit up straight on my bed, revealing my bed hair. she comb my hair gently.

"A young girl should take care of her appearance, because that's her beauty", she keep on repeating her dialogue, like the first day she show up and her mission is to look after me.
i remain silent but still listen to her word. obediently.

she would make me take a stroll around our lawn, or known as garden.
there, she would tell me her wonderful and magical life. Her stories caught my interest and imagine me in her life, how she handle all of the stuff, about her bachelor years, marriage, but she never state her life after marriage. none.

i never tell her anything about my life. all i do was, ignoring her and being invisible.
one day, i was bullied by my schoolmate.
i didn't tell her any stories or never brought up to when my parents have a dinner together.
mother found me odd at the dining table. i keep my bang down and always look at my plate and doesn't show my face to them.
"Sweetie, are you alright?", her firm question make my stomach upset.
"I-I'm fine mother", i try to convince her and eating the food.
"Sweetie, look at my eyes, NOW!", she throw the napkin and looked at me sharply. the galring really radiate the heat sensation on me.
"I feel tired, I have to go to school tomorrow", before my feet could reach the entrance of the door, father words shock me.
"I heard you were fighting with Ethan, You're grounded young miss", the fork and knife clang to each other as it try to separate the meat to fit its owner mouth.
I ran to my room and pass by Sarah.
later, she found out that, i was in fight and demanding me to explain and tell my side of stories but i refuse and lock myself in my bedroom.

"Serenity !, open this door young girl."she knock my door and keep on banging with her hand.
"Go AWAY!", i yelled for the first time in my life.
she stop. i could hear she leave a heavy sigh and said, "  open the door, and tell me what's going on? can you sweetie?" 
a few minutes past, then she began click her shoes and walk away from my door.
i remain silent and pull my legs closer to my stomach and sobbing softly.

why does she cared about me much more than my parents? i feel isolated. with my two siblings that are more attention on them.
i want to feel love and caresses by my parents hand. eyes that showering with love.

i heard my door was unlocked from outside. click. the doorknob twist clockwise and figure appear in the darkness. i jolted back and hug my teddy. not making any sound from me, except from my heart beat accelerate faster.
the shadow come closer and closer to my bed, it seem familiar with the surroundings. i was at the edge of my bed when suddenly i hear a faint voice calling my name. i turn my head around and look at the figure that standing at the side of my left.
the moon glowing, and shower its brightness and reflect it to my left side window, that the red blood curtain hanging side of the window, revealing the figure was Sophia.
she was wearing her casual cloth. it was suppose her work time is over.
we both looked at each other. she give me a faint smile.

"I'm sorry about my manner hours ago, it was my mistakes. but, please don't stop talking to me. can you?", she bow and look straight up at me. our eyes are parallel to each other. her eyes grow larger when she found there was a big bruise on my right eyes, and swollen. i turn my face to other side and back away from her.

"What happen to your eyes?!", she began to freak out and pull my arm.
i look down. eventhough her grip become to tighten, i stand still looking on my ocean tile.
again, she leave a heavy sigh.
she it on my bed and pull me to get closer to her. she pat her tight, instruct me to sit on her lap. i refuse perplex.
still i lose to her and sit on her lap. i'm under her control. she cuddle me tight but still shower of love.
she kisses the back of my head and stroke my black curve hair.

"You know, no matter how much you try to hide your feelings, the eyes never lies ti everything", she spoke softly and look at the moon,
i froze for a minute, my breathing was uneven and the back of my small hair on my neck stand upright.
"Now, tell me what happen?", her voice grew impatient, control so that no high voice been reach out.
i leave a sigh. i know well, she wouldn't give up no matter what i done.
"It's just a misunderstanding", it's explain everything. just because we accidently brought the same brand and the same color they blame me for his belonging was stolen by me, and i blurt out just making the fire to go blazing and cause the fight. the started it, so it's not really my fault but it's not a big deal at all.
"That's it?", she asked, disbelief with the short answer.
I nodded and release from her 'prison'.

"if that so, let's treat your bruise there", she stand and take the first aid on the side of the table.
"It'll be a bit hurt but it's a faster way", she put the antiseptic and tap gently on my bruise.
pour a little of iodine on cotton and tap it.
i was a bit doze off and she lift me and we sleep together. but, as i felt asleep. i was mumbling,
"How did you get inside of the mansion?"
she smile. 
" I sneak in and make a copy of your key doorknob. Just yours. JUST YOURS.", she reply and stroke my hair.
"why?", i asked and doze off to my sleep mode.
"Because you're SPECIAL to me", she gently embrace and kiss my forehead..
THE END

Moral of the story :
Not all the people you know are a good ones because over time, they gradually change,
sometimes to better or the polar of it.
Love come from the desire of longing the person to feedback their love.
and she happen to found the maid obsession of her to love her back. a good pair but a bad end.

<epilogue> 
She has been doing something weird. she must up to something. her behaviour is suspicious. she has been hang out with my eldest daughter and willingly accept my offer to take care of my child, Serenity..
i was worried but i must make my way to office to support our child future.
"I'll leave her under your care, Sophia", I bow and leave the mansion with a broken heart.
after months with her care. my Serenity behaviour doesn't change much.

but that woman really creep me out. her eyes only care for her. even all the time follow her around. but, i don;t have time to spend some time with her, i know i have been neglect my child but still.

one day, she being off than her usual self. i asked her, wanting and explanation from her. i know her the best. but, Alex interrupt and misjudge the concept I been wanting to tell her. we having a fuel and chill out with continuing our work in our study room.

we heard a door was  knocked and Alex approve it and asked to come in. that was our biggest mistake. our of nowhere the blood spurt out from my husband throat. there, standing in front of my husband laying body was Sarah, pool of blood around him.

"you shouldn't treat her like that!! She's precious. if you can handle her than i'll take her. She will be mine!", she shriek and run like a mad woman towards me with a kitchen knife.
i ran back and throw books at her. to my terror.
she slit my throat and looked at me, those EYES. are devious and obsess with my daughter. i lay on the cold white tile. she search my bag, finding something. Clung.Key.
"S-s-stop.. she m--my daughter ! guards.. guards..", soon, i lose conscious. but i heard her.
"All of the people in the mansion was Killed by me.. the only left was HER... but i won't took her life, i'll rise her. the siblings? i'll think about that later. good night and I'll REALLY TAKE CARE OF HER"she walk out and lock the room leaving the book sting with blood of ours.
I should pay may attention more...

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Totally did it !! after a month(?) leaving this blog full of dust. btw ^ the epilogue, i was so sleepy and i think it was not necessary? I don't know. It's almost morning~ I better get a morning sleep. Good Morning? Go to bed and snore (zAz)
the quote was from a person ! not mine ! i just love the words! Hit me !


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