Fear Shield me

I just can't

as dark slowly overtook my view,

the spot light focus on her, Looked from afar, wondering who's she, as u focus

 a hand block your view, waving,

shockingly, looked up and there..

stood there, wearing his favorite sweater that he have, smile at me and wave at me as he smile, his spectacles shine even it is dark, an inches differ out distance. With courtesy, I wave at him back...

I'm too scared too think of anything~

My inner are yelling :

"u're too afraid until,

ur breath stop, as u forgot how to inhale and exhale

ur heart stop beats, as the blood stop deliver the oxygen and froze for a moment

ur mind can't think, as there's a open circuit occur.

n u froze there looking at the figure that u didn't expected."

there I sit uneasily as eyes are on me, sitting near guys... I'm sorry if you want the spot light, you can have it ,I just don't want ~

#Quote of the day

until today those image didn't stop overflow my view,

I sit still as i looked at his face..

and my inner keep on regretting and said :

not him...too...

because there's another man that done the same thing to me too

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I'm scared ~