TrAiLs

Walking to the dark valley,

Imagine it as a fantasy world that could bring you happiness,

Long road filled with bushes, a cricket sang with its high pitch tone, the wind rustle through the trees and bushes, making the scenery turn darker and eerie,

Legs keep on moving, following with the path been cement with a red bricks that filled with a small gap between it,

Rarely, seldom, people use the path, accept for

Two things:

It’s either drugs or ending their meaningless life.

What would you expect as the world keep on turning grey and dimmer,

People stab each other in other to step on the stone of successful,

As the mind keep on remembering painful and hurtful memories that people giving for the mental and physical state,

The legs stop moving as it at the edge of the ravine,

The brown dark eyes follow the darker of the ravine, it like an abyss

No ending of its depth.

“Well, any last word for your own funeral that only has the witnessed of

God and others living tings except

Human”, the voice shaking and pressed the word of ‘human’, the lips tighten up, the teeth clenched and hissed. Slowly, tears rolled down from cheeks, the heart ache of hurt as the wound reopen, breathing starting to un-stable, the legs wobble as it slowly approached the edge of the hill.

‘Thank you for giving birth of this useless child that been nothing but troublesome for your guys, failing and failing in everything. Thanks for always accompany me despite, I am…’

‘Un-worth for all your generosity and kindness and calling me as’

‘Your friend, I am happy for that and will remember’

‘Now, shall the world see, the loss of shall not be giving weep and they should have a great life for them, I wish they will find happiness and … again thank you’

Let the gravity do its job,  

I shall fall into the deep abyss,

And enter the other realm,

The gate of hell shall open with the grin of those,

Monstrous creature that finally did

Their job in persuading me to those dirty works when I still alive,

‘Welcome’, they shall say and gave me a glass of water to make my thirst disappear.

Another world, different problem but these time, there

Will be no solution and a way out,

I am happy, because I deserve it,

‘Serve your right’, my inside thought keep on yelling at me.

I am,

But deep inside me,

I know, I don’t deserve it,

I know, I know,

I just knew it but,

I ‘m just tired…

I just want to rest

The abyss is still far ahead,

I watch as the end of the light keep on further from my sight.

Good night.

-       bad end-

Prologue

Slowly, I open my eyes,

To my surprise,

I lay on the bed with a goggle I am wearing,

It turn pitch black,

I pull out the goggle,

It called oculus the virtual reality games that come make it like a real life,

All the cords attached in my hands and on my chest,

I sweat as my worries and question been linger,

‘Why am I in this place? But more importantly is, has they know my real intention?’

I in bedchamber but all around me,

Full of bars,

In front of me,

There is a big glass that tinted,

I pull all the wires that linger around my body,

‘DELETE THE MEMORY GAME!’ yelling on topped my lungs,

The door open,

A figure slowly change into human form,

Body that I have been recognizing and familiar with,

Hope, joyful, dream and happiness,

‘I’m sorry’ slowly approaching me and open the gate,

Reaching of the thin body that already shattered apart,

Hugging tightly, cuddle, kissed and a voice that I really love,

Mother,

Love me and cherished me,

Father,

Wheel slowly with his wheelchair,

Stand up and cuddle me,

His lips keep on apologize of his wrong doing,

My beloved siblings,

I just love them, the way they are,

I really love them all,

‘Don’t ever dream of doing that’

Nodding inside of the warmth of family and bonding,

I look at the dark me at the door,

Smiling at me,

‘If you need me, I’ll always be with you’

happy ending -
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