Stupid Love
" I Love you", i said half whisper as i saw her playing with the snow.she looked happy, her smile warm me even in this state of cold. i smiled as she waved her hand at me.
" What're you doing? Aren't you cold?", i said and wrapped her with my scarf.
" Not at all, i have you", she smiled and dancing around like a little girl.
" yeah", i smile.
" well, D.O. I've someone i like, would you help me?", i felt my heart has broke apart.
" Y-Yes, i could. i'll do it for my 'little sister' ", i smiled with a disappointment.
" Come on, then let's go home", i give her bag.
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" Hey, shouldn't you confess to her about your feelings", Suho said while knitting for his girlfriend.
" I couldn't!, well, you can call me a chicken. I don't want our friendship will be apart. what if she doesn't have the same feelings as i'm?", i sip the coffee.
" Chicken !, i think that she likes you too", still focus on his knit.
" Thanks for hurting my heart, bro. well, that what you think!"
" D.O, D.O!", she called my name.
" Well, she's here. Just tell her"
" well, i'm still dilemma", i said.
" I'm here (ur name)!", i walk out of my classroom.
" D.O, i'm glad to see you. i don't know what to do without you!", she hugged me.
' me too'
" What is it ?", i looked at her.
" Well, the guy i like is HIM(Kris)", she showed the picture in her hand.
" owh... well, his good looking", his my rival ! oh for god sake ! how can i beat him? it's like between hell and heaven.
" What should i do?, my heart feel uneasy whenever i see him"
"Well...", just forget about your feelings. Help her. Maybe she'll be happier if she with him.
" I'll help you !", i smile with bitterness.
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it's has been a month, she looked so happy with him. I still hoping for her love. well, thanks to my coward side, i get nothing but painful.
she always want us to hangout together. three of us. i don't like when we go out together. i hate it the most. what i hate the most is when i see the shadow of the two of them. I can't handle my emotion if i going with them again. While for me,my shadow doesn't have a partner.
One day, kris called me to the rooftop. suddenly, he punch me.
there's blood coming from my lips. i still in puzzled.
" What's wrong, kris? have i done something wrong?", i asked.
he didn't answer me. he keeps on punch me. we fight until we feel exhausted and we stop.
" Yeah! you've done a big mistakes!", he said.
" what?", i asked.
" You should've noticed it! She's crying because of you, Idiot!"
"Why would she cried for me?"
" Must i say it? you should have known from the beginning! what come trough from your mind? what your heart want. you have all the answer ! idiot!"
" But..."
" Think, used your brain! why she suddenly likes me? i've confess my feelings toward her but she reject saying she has someone she like. i already know the answer. You shouldn't help her!, to make up for both of us. All, she has done with me is just crying and expose her feelings about you. All she said while we dating ia about YOU!"
" I.. But, You still her boyfriend. i already give up"
" IDIOT !, i think she has makes a mistake of choosing you out of thousand. She already REJECT me! we pretend to be lover!, i'm sorry i punch your face but i couldn't handle it. she cried all day because of you!"
" Thanks, Kris. i deserved it. i'm sorry i've punch you too", i ran to find her.
" Kris, you're an idiot! Why did you let her go like that creature? Still i'm happy. True love belongs to each other", he smile.
" (YOUR NAME)...!", i yelled. i don't care when other student staring at me. all i want to find is HER.
" D.O? What's wrong?", she said, panic with the bruise on my face and some dirt on my school uniform.
"I'm sorry ! i'm such an idiot! i should've noticed!", i hug her tightly. Don't want let her go to anyone.
" Why are you apologized? noticed what?",she still confused.
" That i didn't see your fake smile... you swollen eyes.Kris was right ! i'm such an idiot!", i said look at her.
" D.O.. I-I.."
"it's alright, I Love You too, (Your name)", i kissed her.
" D.O ! you really are an idiot!, i love you more !", she cried and hug me.
" Don't worry about me, i have many more (fan girl)^^", Kris said comfort him self~
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* kris punch me because i'm an idiot ^^ haha ! his not a bad guy!
p/s : the endings is just epic failed haha ! thank you for reading this ^^
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