I Love You

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I Love You ~

This is story I wrote for my fantasy world. I know that i'd freaking you, but it a fantasy world anything impossible can happen right.

  Mad at you, shouting.

“   Ricky, I love you!”

I can’t say that word. I’m too shy.

A sound came from beside me. There's he go, always smile at me like an idiot.

“   Hi Hana, did you see how popular I am?” he said and do the cute face at me. I can’t take it anymore. I turned my face and looked at my books.

“   Yes, I can see how popular you are and yet you still standing here because no one behind neither beside you” I said, closing my locker.

“Hana~ come on” he said doing his puppy eyes and pouted.

“That’s the only thing that you can do it”, I said and walk away.

He grabs my hand. He looked at me, staring at me endlessly. It's like the time has stopped for the two of us.

It’s the first time I saw him with that looked,It's give me a bit of surprised.

He can do that? When? Why I didn't noticed it before?.

I loosen up his hold. He’s getting closer to me. I can vividly hear his breathing.

“Hana” he said short and full of emotional.

I can hear my heart beats loudly.

I must get rid of this feeling.

“Ricky” I shout at his ear. He looked at me, his blushing face make me fell want to kiss him.

“I’m truly sorry” he said, honest and shy.

“I’m late” I said run from him.

It’s time to go home. I saw Ricky on my way out of school. He waited for his manager. I sneaky took a picture of him.

CLICK

He looked at the flash light and saw me. I turn my back and pretend to take a picture of me. I can hear his footstep from behind.

“Hana are you taking picture of me?” he asks.

“No way, why would I” I lied.

His face show a bit of disappoint with my answer.

“Hey. Do you want to take a picture with me?” I ask.

“Would you?”

“Of course, you USED to be my friend”

He smiled weakly.

CLICK

“I look awesome!” he said, satisfied with his picture.

“Serve your right. I looked cool” I said and we begin to laugh.

HONK

  “Ricky, we’re late” his manager shout at him.

“You need to go, we can save it on another day” I said bitterly and patted his back.

“Promise to me you’ll talked to me, tomorrow” he said.

I nod and waited until his shadow gone.

There’s no other day to me. Ricky, I’ll gone forever. I love you.

I left and go to my house. Open my notebook and log in my Angel fan club. I remember when we make a promise.

Since childhood I always admire him, he’s too sweet to talk about love.

“Hana, can you make a promise for me?” he asks at one evening.

I looked at him. I nod.

“If one day,I has been becoming a singer, can you be my first fan girl?” he said shyly.

I'm surprised.

“I’ll created fan club and naming it as Angel” I said.

We make promise each other as the sunset goes down.

That when we are at an elementary school.

I make that promise, I kept my promise, I'm the president of   Teen top fan club, Angel.

He doesn’t know that, I'd been secretly took a picture of him, post it on our official fan club.

Day by day, week by week, month by month and a new year have come. I can’t approach, I’m afraid of losing you.

I saw him every day, every week, every month and every year because we are neighbor.

My mother always talked with his mother, gossiping.

Today is my birthday. I always wishing I can look at him every day, admire his face.

He always got in troubled. The kids in my neighborhood hate him, because he just too cute.

I always protect him, save him like heroin in the movie.

I remember clearly,

I always cheer for him in my heart. They doesn't know him, they swore at him even making him cry.

My hearts is painful, I'd cause a big fight among the seniors, I’m not afraid of them. His tears make my heart ripped.

I have been suspended for two weeks. My mother kept asking why I had fight with them. I didn’t answer her question, I zipped my mouth.

He came by my house, he break our long friendship. He doesn’t want me to involving with his problem.

Indeed I’m surprise by his word, if that what he wish, so I’ll follow it.

“Yes, I was thinking about it that too. Thanks for coming instead of me go there” I said coldly and read my comic book.

That’s the end of wonderful friendship for us and my first love that have never begins.

Of course I’m crying like an idiot.

I can’t accept about it.

As we all grew older and grow apart.

I can’t lie, my heart always twitching if he walked passed by me or across him.

I always checked his twitter update status, he always took picture wherever his bored.

Now, Angel always cheering for the member that they like, Angel is so active and supportive.

They are great.

At first Teen Top fan club is called by other name. Ricky changed it and called it Angel.

I surprise by the number of the member that had come in my website, they member is rapidly increasing.

‘   Does he still remember that promise or that name just pop up like that?’

Recently, I watched Teen Top interviewed at weekly idol, they ask him, whose does he like the most.

“Angels. I loved Angel the most” he said cutely.

My heart beat faster. My face gave effect to blushing as he stared at the camera. He still sweet as always.

Today,I will write an importance massage to my dearly Angel, about my leaving from the group.

I passed my job to my secretary, Sara.

They are upset about my leaving and ask me the reason I’m leaving. I reply, because I’ll no longer live in Korea because of my further studied. I can’t online frequently.

I wrote that I’ll love you Angels and Teen Top, and thanking them for joining my website group.

I took a deep breath and I click the inactive account.

Guys, thank you for always stayed by their side.

-   From your former presidents-

Ricky   can’t accept it he taught she hate him and doesn’t want to talked with him again.

He read your diary that Sara gave to her when the Teen Top member held fan signature. He didn’t know that you are the former president of angel.

You didn’t contact anybody, neither your twitter account. You leave,  your absent making it hard to trace you.

He didn’t noticed why you act coldly whenever he looked at you. You are jealous of his popularity. He becoming the most favour fan girls.

Ricky, I love you. For whom you are now. I’m proud and jealous of your popularity. I can’t say anything. I’m too shy to approach you. You might think that I approach you because of your popularity. My heart just belongs to you. Why you can’t see? You aren’t blind neither deaf. I cried every night just because of you.

Angel’s keep on cheering for Teen Top!

I liked you since childhood. I thought that the feeling is because I want to protect you or as your sister. I don’t know. When you said you want to break our pure friendship my hearts ripped. But, I must pretend that I’m stronger so i agreed, the truth is I   disagree. I want to stay by your side forever.

 Idiot, I wrote this letter after i knew that I’ll be gone forever because of my sickness. You don’t know, neither my mother. I love you, there was, one night faithful night,I kissed you before you known, I broke into your room and kissed for the first and last time. I really loved you. I bite your neck as my sickness slowly shown the motion of death. I’m sorry for lying to you. Thank you for making me loving you

-   From your beloved future girlfriend-

His tears fall down. He closed the diary and hugged it like he wanted to do it with you. That day, on your birthday, he saved his money to buy you a ring. He never taught that you will leave him. He liked to have time just with you on that beautiful day. A piece of paper came out of the diary. He took it. It’s a picture of you and him. He looked at behind of the back, there something you'd written:

I have finally had a picture with him, I can’t believe it.

I love you, Ricky. Sorry I lied to you before.

Isn’t he adorable?

Silly girl you’re the most adorable and sweet girl. I love you too, Hana.

I’ll remember you, thanks for supporting me.

“ Ricky, why are you crying?”  Daniel asked.

“Did I?”  Ricky said and wiped his tears.

I saw your figure smiling at me and saying the most important words. Three words that’s so powerful and sweet.

I LOVE YOU

The End

How is it? So sweet isn’t? Like Teen Top song right. Thank you for reading this idiotic story. I can’t believe it I wrote this kind of story. I’m blushing. Laugh. Well, it's my bias ! ><