Dream ?? //To all crush that never like you back

with a front hair clipped behind her head, 
wearing a dork glasses, her big eyes sparkles whenever she excited about books or even her phone,

she seem delight, even though she friendless,

she like in her own world and she built a large wall around herself.

how did i know?



she always wore earphone whenever she stepped out of the classroom.

my guts waver whenever i saw her alone, i feel pity of her yet i just a lad that does not have any balls.

but i do have to healthy sack of balls, 

i been love by others, i know she like me but, she seem to be a far to reached, she closed her world, stop calling me nor other people, i feel something missing in my life,

she look at other people and asked other people,

i feel lonely, it seem... no i am !
I am lonely without her

i feel hopeless, but i still move on my life like i normally do.

she's famous among boys yet she ignore all the attentions and adore, she seem manlier than any man, she has her own charms that attracted others including me.

one day, she was asking one of my friend, squad down and humbly asking question as she trying to understand it to the fullest.

i want to yell her name like she used to call me with her sweet voice and giggles whenever i reply to her small greetings.

she seem to sense, my attention and she turn her head towards me that grab hold of my bag tightly, swallow hard my saliva, i call out of her and greeting to her, 

she astound for a moment and bow lightly and continue, but there's sour respond i seek.

but, i feel satisfy, i just feel relief, because the friend that she ask, is the first one that greet her.. i feel envy...

she will smile and just bow, the awkward stance she doing make me boiled out, she just close her heart her world...

is if because of me?

is it?

or it just happen she just stop liking people...


please reply to my sound of my mind...

i like you... 
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#girls is hard to understand~
#but they are lovely ~~
#thanks 4 reading my story ~