Hadal Zone

looking at the mirror i been hating myself for ages

but i soak with filth of human's sin

dragged to the hell,

pulling my feet deeper in the mud,

calling my name, sugarcoated,

lullaby me with lies. smile of fakers, mask of life,

tinted with dark heart, inside them, white skin as snow white,

rose lips as sleeping beauty, silky hair as mulan,

while me, a dull human, with a wavy hair, dork face, does not have perfect figure to qualify to their status quo yet,


they seeking me, drinking my soul, little by little

leave their claw marks all over my body, all over my heart, strip my weakness,

rip my dearest happiness,

sitting at the corner of the class wearing a dork cone hat,

all eyes piercing inside my bones, a needles that stay inside me,

mock me with their snickering laughed, giggling, chuckling making me sick ! hearing those voice echoing inside my head

they make me feel sick !

walking inside my classroom with a gun, wearing short pants, baggy clothes, tying my hair into bad girl, walk in with a pride of myself and walk at the person i resent the most,

point the revolver at her forehead, her laughed stop.

the world stop, no one breath for a moment, stop their action, freeze at their place...

clock ticking loudly, echoing the classroom that once a loud and noisy class.

' Why aren't you laughing? did you just pee your pants? ahahah Laugh... LAUGHHHH LAUGH laugh like you use to! laugh while you can, because that will be your last voice before the revolver hit the BANGG! on your stupid brain, pulled out the cell of your useless brain , blood rushed out as it hate to be inside your rotten body... '

freeze, her eyes tremble, brunette pony tail, sweat filled her body and face, she shaking...
saying, please forgive me... crying,... sobbing....

without any emotion left, i crook my neck and look at her, eerie, my smile spread wide...

'forgive? ahhaha you make the best joke, Adelina ... you and your mouth filled the air with toxic, they die... so do you...'

BANG.

' you scream, and you be next... you run then the bullet in your head... messing with me.. meaning messing with this revolver' warning the classroom.

Adelina fall to her knees, couldn't interpret the sound as the loud sound produce from the trigger... putting my gun inside her mouth...

' die or not to? die or... DIEEEEE'

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#don't judge me...\
#my voice is there ...